while I submit a really cheerful drawing of randomness on dA, I submit this gloomy painting here.
I want to draw freely but I realize that I have another thing to do as a daughter. Why can't I draw as a daughter? All this time… I think I’ve never finish anything I start. When I chase my dream, I have to look back, turn around and then chase my academy grade. But sometimes I think they didn’t give me a chance to chase my dream after doing such effort in academy. No matter how good my grade is, they still think of me as a useless person who just “sit around and draw all day”. For those reason I paused… I didn’t know what to chase now. I’m feeling really stupid.
Why life is so short?
